Phantom
of Aurora by
John Ellison
Chapter 21
When
the Phantom pushed open the door to the room the light
from the corridor flooded in, revealing Rob and Ryan
in the bed closest to the bathroom. Both boys were naked,
sprawled across the bed, the bedclothes flung to one
side. Ryan was lying on top of Rob, the pale white triangle
of his bubble butt contrasting his tanned body. His
left arm was flung outward. With his right he hugged
Rob possessively. One leg was hooked around Rob's leg.
Ryan was snoring quietly, his nose buried in Rob's shoulder;
his crotch was pressed into Rob's.
The
Phantom, seeing the two boys, hurried over and pulled
the covers over their naked bodies. Ryan squirmed, shivered,
and ground his crotch into Rob's. He moaned something
incoherent in his sleep. "It's, ah, it's not what
it looks like, Ray," stammered The Phantom quietly
as Ray turned on a dim light.
Ray
smiled thinly. "Yeah, it is." He walked to
his kit bag and pulled out some fresh briefs. "I'm
going to shower," he whispered, his eyes searching
The Phantom's face for any sign that he might want to
do something, that he might want to . . . Ray quickly
averted his gaze and said laconically, "If you
want to have a pee, now's the time to do it." He
pushed down his swimming trunks and walked naked into
the bathroom, leaving the door open.
The
Phantom watched Ray step into the shower stall and close
the glass door. Then he dropped his trunks and went
into the bathroom, shut the door, had a pee, which he
needed to do desperately and stepped up to the sink
and washed his hands. As he looked into the mirror that
lined the wall above the sink he could see Ray's vague
shape through the diffusing glass doors of the shower
stall. The Phantom checked his beard, such as it was.
He would have to shave in the morn-ing. Like all 17-year
olds he automatically checked his face, examining it
closely. No zits!
The
water in the shower stopped running and The Phantom
heard the shower door slide open. Reflected in the mirror
was Ray, who made no pretence of trying to hide his
frankly beautiful erection, all dusty pink and rose
and tan, five hard inches jutting at an angle from his
body. He stepped from the shower and moved behind The
Phantom, grabbed one of the large, fluffy towels provided
by the motel, and began to slowly dry his body.
Ray
saw The Phantom looking at his reflection in the mirror.
He dropped the towel. "What Rob and Ryan have,"
he began softly, "is what I want you and me to
have."
The
Phantom's eyes met Ray's. "Ray, I . . ." Dear
God . . . I don't . . . Dear God has Ray got a beautiful
dick!
Ray
held out his hand and moved closer to The Phantom. He
put his hand on The Phantom's waist, then leaned forward
and kissed him. "They're only doing what we've
be doing for a month now." He smiled softly. "I
know, Phantom."
The
Phantom's jaw dropped and his heart skipped a beat.
"You, ah, you know what?" Ray's voice, the
movements of his hands, told The Phantom that his question
was superfluous. How could Ray possibly know?
"That
it was you that gave me my first hand job," Ray
whispered. He hands reached around and he drew The Phantom's
body close to his. "You gave me my first blow job.
You were the first boy who ever kissed me." Another
smile creased Ray's boyish face as he remember. "My
very first kiss." His hands moved and he fondled
The Phantom's low-hanging testicles. His eyes were wide
with the wonders of what The Phantom had done to him,
had given him. "You who took me to places I never
knew existed, Phantom, places that I would never have
gone to without you."
"How
did you know?" asked The Phantom as Ray clasped
his fingers around The Phantom's throbbing erection.
Ray
ran his fingers up and down the length of The Phantom's
warm, hard penis, feeling it pulse rhythmically. "Your
smell, your scent," he replied as his fingers traced
the throbbing vein than ran the length of The Phantom's
beautiful erection. He was breathing in short, heavy
gasps. "When you're that close to a guy, you can
really smell him. You smell different from every other
guy." He sobbed and then leaned forward . . . His
lips met The Phantom's.
The
Phantom returned Ray's kiss, and then pushed him gently
away. What was it about this sweet, dark-eyed boy that
made him so damned . . . desirable?
Ray
slowly stroked The Phantom's warm penis, his fingers
playing gently with the special spot just under the
head. "It was your scent, Phantom the wonderful
smell of you." Ray backed away, a serious look
on his face. "When I first realized that it was
you I thought, wow, how could I get so lucky, having
a guy like you coming into my barracks every night,
making love to me.
"When
we were on Texada, and we took that morning bath together,
and you let me scrub your back and for the first time
I felt your warmth, I felt your skin under my hand and
. . ." He reached out and stroked The Phantom's
face. "Oh, God, Phantom, I never wanted it to stop.
I didn't want it to stop after we got back to AURORA,
I don't want it to stop now. When I saw you get out
of that car today, I was over the moon, just to be near
you. And when you said you needed a place to sleep and
took me up on my offer to sleep with me, in my bed,
I almost died from sheer happiness."
The
Phantom did not know what to say. His mind told him
that he should not be thinking what he was thinking,
that he should not want what he wanted, that he and
Ray . . .
"I
suppose I was stupid, thinking that maybe we could do
things together," Ray continued. "Then I thought,
well, that's okay. Just sleeping with him is enough.
I thought, I'll see him, have him, on Monday or Tuesday."
Tears welled up in Ray's eyes as he stared at The Phantom.
"But that's not going to happen, is it?"
"No."
"And
you coming into the barracks, that's not going to happen
again, is it?"
The
Phantom answered Ray as gently as he could. "No."
Ray
slumped to the floor and buried his face in his hands.
He was not crying, but he was very close to it. "I
thought you loved me," he muttered. "I thought
I meant something to you." Raising his face, the
tears welling in his eyes, Ray demanded harshly, "What
was I, Phantom, just a dick with a body attached to
it? Was that all I ever was?"
The
Phantom leaned down and pulled Ray to his feet. He pulled
him close and his arms enveloped Ray's slim body. Their
lips met and they kissed deeply, passionately. Their
mouths opened and their tongues met. "You were
the first boy I ever loved," began The Phantom
when they pulled apart. He gazed into Ray's deep brown
eyes and began kissing Ray's sweet, boyish face. "You
were the first boy I ever kissed," he murmured
between kisses. "You were the first boy I ever
sucked on. It was your cum that I swallowed first. It
was you I rimmed. You were the first boy who ever let
me love him!" His lips found Ray's again and he
pushed Ray's firm, round, behind, forcing their erections
together. He held the kiss as he kneaded and caressed
Ray's warm, wonderful behind.
Ray
began to moan softly and to grind his hips, his boner
rubbing over and over across The Phantom's throbbing
erection. With quick, urgent, rapid upward thrusts Ray
brought himself to a crashing orgasm. He tried to pull
his lips away, but The Phantom would not allow it, and
held the kiss, feeling the warmth of Ray's semen spreading
across his stomach. When Ray's convulsing body calmed
and his hips stopped thrusting, The Phantom released
him. He pressed Ray's head close to his chest. "You
were always, you will always be, my first love, Ray!"
The Phantom declared in soft, deliberate tones as he
rubbed Ray's back in slow, concentric circles. "You
were never a dick with a body attached to it. Never!"
"But
why . . .?" asked Ray. He nuzzled The Phantom's
chest.
"Why?"
The Phantom smiled wanly. "I fell in love, Ray.
I love someone else." The Phantom stroked the back
of Ray's head. "I love him so much, Ray, in a way
that I never thought possible."
Ray
pulled back and smiled. "I know that, too. When
you got out of Gunner Winslow's car I knew it. I saw
the way you looked, the way you looked at him, and I
knew, Phantom." His hand caressed The Phantom's
firm chest. "Will you still sleep with me?"
he asked quietly as he looked into The Phantom's emerald
green eyes, "Will you let me . . ."
Ray
began slowly kissing his way down The Phantom's chest.
The Phantom stopped him and pulled him close to him.
"Ray, I love you very much. I will sleep with you,
but that's all."
"But
. . ."
The
Phantom placed his fingers on Ray's lips. "The
first time you make real love, do it with someone who
means more than life to you. Do it with the boy or man
you love beyond all reason." He kissed Ray gently
on his forehead. A part of him wanted to continue making
love with Ray, whom he did care a great deal for. His
conscience though, echoed The Gunner's words in the
car: You're going to be attracted to boys your own age
. . . You will be hornier than hell and you will want
to get laid . . . The Phantom remembered his reply:
I just might meet some guy that I'll want to fuck around
with. But that's all it will ever be . . .
As
he held Ray close The Phantom thought, The Gunner is
scared. He loves me, and he's scared he'll lose me,
and I blow him off with some jackass flippant back talk!
He felt Ray's warmth, felt his desires overwhelming
him. His mind raced wildly. And then I turn around and
do exactly what he said I'd do. Hell, sheeit and God
DAMN! He realized that he wanted to be with Ray, wanted
to love him.
Burying
his face in Ray's still wet hair, The Phantom murmured,
"Ah, Ray, how I do love you. I wanted you every
time we were together. I still want you." And he
knew that he would love Ray tonight. He would not make
love to him, but he would love the handsome, dark-eyed
cook.
"You
do?" asked Ray, his face betraying his confusion.
The
Phantom held Ray closely. "Yes, I do. But not the
way you want me. I love you for being you. I love you
for being the sweet, shy, wonderful guy you are. I love
you for being my friend. I love you for the way you
smell at night, for the smile you give me every time
you see me, for that look in your eye that you have.
The other, the sex, was just a bonus."
"But,
Phantom, you, you gave me all the sex. I never . . ."
"I
never wanted that from you. I got off on giving you
as much pleasure as I could. I got off on sucking your
cock, of tasting you."
"And
I want you, Phantom," murmured Ray. He began slowly
licking The Phantom's right nipple.
The
Phantom moaned softly. Ray's tongue was caressing one
of the places on his body that aroused him. Ray's hand
drifted down and enveloped The Phantom's semi-hard penis.
As Ray began to move downward and his lips brushed against
The Phantom's spongy, inflamed glans, The Gunner's words
echoed through him. Sooner or later you will be hornier
than hell and you will want to get laid.
The
Phantom groaned as he felt Ray's mouth engulf him and
he could not stop himself. He began to slowly thrust
his enraged, pulsing hardon into Ray's mouth. As his
dick jerked and the wonderful feelings began to almost
overwhelm him, his mind raced as he thought wildly,
God damn you, Gunner . . . Fuck Ray, don't . . . why
. . . God Damn . . . Jesus, don't stop, Ray, don't stop
. . .
The
Phantom ejaculated explosively in Ray's mouth. His face
contorted and his body spasmed. As Ray drew more and
more of his sperm from him, The Phantom bent forward,
his hips thrusting, his cock jerking as Ray swallowed
greedily. God damn you, God damn . . . Why do you have
to be RIGHT?
******
The
Gunner awoke, stretched, and then reached down and scratched
himself. The hands of the bedside clock announced the
time: 0600. He groaned and snuffled; wondering why the
first thing a guy did when he woke up was to stretch
and then reach down and feel himself. He'd been in mess
decks, in barracks rooms, in tents, and sure as shit,
every morning, the guys would wake up and check themselves.
Maybe we just want to make sure its still there, he
thought. A reflex reaction to ensure that a boy's favourite
toy was still with him? The Gunner chuckled at the thought.
Looking
over, The Gunner saw a huge lump under the covers of
the other bed. He had slept so soundly - he was honest
enough to believe that Phantom had a lot to do with
his being so tired - that he had not heard Kyle and
Andy come in. In a way he envied the two young officers.
At least they got to sleep together.
After
showering, The Gunner slipped on his shorts and a T-shirt,
and went downstairs. His first priority was to bring
his dress uniform up from the car. If the cadets were
going to be dressed to the nines, so was he, although
he was not all than enamoured about the green suit,
and he did not relish the thought of having to wear
a starched shirt and tie in the high summer heat. Once
he had taken the uniform up to his room he could have
a quiet breakfast. Wakey-Wakey for the cadets was not
until 0730, and the restaurant would be all but empty.
As
he exited the stairwell, The Gunner saw that the pool
area was deserted, which was to be expected, he supposed.
The tourists were on vacation and there was no reason
for any of them to be up and about at 0630. As for the
cadets, most of who had stayed up watching television,
talking, or just being teenagers, being able to sleep
in on a Monday morning was a luxury they had not enjoyed
since leaving home.
The
Gunner turned the corner of the motel and saw The Phantom
sitting on the narrow pathway separating the building
from the parking lot with his back was against the blank
wall of the stairwell and his legs drawn up. He was
staring moodily into the distance, past the Lombardy
Poplars and boxwood hedges that lined the perimeter
of the half-filled lot. The Gunner, as he often said,
was not a stupid man and from the look on The Phantom's
face he reasoned that someone was having a major attack
of guilty conscience.
Which
The Phantom was. He was mentally berating himself for
allowing last night with Ray to happen. It was bad enough
that they had made each other cum in buckets, in the
bathroom and in the shower, but they had necked and
nuzzled half the night and ended up sixty-nining! And
to make matters worse he had woken up with Ray spooned
against him, with Ray's hardon deep in the valley of
his ass, and with Ray's hand grasping his morning woody!
The
Gunner hunkered down beside The Phantom and bid him
good morning. The Phantom, who had not heard The Gunner
approach, nor heard him sit down, started. "Oh,
uh, hi, Gunner," he stammered. "Nice, um,
morning."
"A
very nice morning," agreed The Gunner. "A
perfect day for a parade. Clear and cool." He reached
over and shook The Phantom's hand.
The
Phantom giggled despite his feelings of guilt, remembering
Chef's antics at his wet down.
"That's
better. I like it when you laugh," said The Gunner.
He leaned over, his mouth close to The Phantom's ear.
"Want to talk about it?" he asked quietly.
"And I commend you on your good taste. Ray is a
very nice boy."
The
Phantom's head snapped around and his mouth dropped
open. The Gunner reached over and gently pushed The
Phantom's chin up. The Phantom swallowed the bile that
had suddenly risen in his throat. The Gunner was grinning
slyly. He knew about Ray and there was no point in trying
to weasel out of it. "I'm sorry, Gunner, I didn't
mean for it to happen." The Phantom leaned forward
and hugged his knees. "We were in the bathroom,
and he was in the shower, and he came out and he was,
you know, all hard, and . . ." His voice was very
low.
"Phantom,"
interrupted The Gunner, "you don't have to bare
all of your soul. And please, don't be sorry. Unless,
of course, you didn't enjoy it."
"Jesus,
Gunner!" groaned The Phantom, a pained expression
on his face.
"Well,
did you?"
The
Phantom smiled sheepishly. "Yes, I did." He
sat up quickly. "I didn't mean for it to happen.
I didn't! I mean, yeah, I did want to sleep with Ray,
because I like him, and he's warm, and nice. But not
the way it ended up." The words came in a rush
as The Phantom continued. "Honest, Gunner, all
I figured was maybe a quick feel, nothing more, but
one thing led to another and we . . ." He saw a
quizzical look on The Gunner's face. "But not that,"
The Phantom hastened to add. "We didn't, we didn't
go all the way."
The
Gunner could not help himself. He began to snicker,
then broke into a hearty laugh. The Phantom stared at
him and then reached over and slammed his fist against
The Gunner's chest. "It's not funny, damn you,
Gunner," he raged "I feel bad enough as it
is. I do not need you laughing at me!"
The
Gunner lay back with his head against the blank wall,
and looked fondly at the now red-faced and angry boy
he loved. "Did I ever tell you that your eyes sparkle
and snap when you get mad?"
"Yes,
dammit, you did," muttered The Phantom through
clenched teeth. "Get mad at me, yell at me, do
something," he demanded, waving his arms about.
"I slept with another guy last night. We had sex!
Doesn't that mean anything to you, you bastard!"
The Phantom slouched forward, his hands covering his
face.
The
Gunner turned and put his hand on The Phantom's shoulder.
"What it means is that you reacted exactly the
way any normal, 17-year-old boy would react in the same
situation. He offered, you accepted. It was only sex
and it was, in your own words, 'No big deal'. Am I right?"
Reluctantly,
The Phantom nodded. "He came on to me. He wanted
to be with me, and I, well, it just happened."
He sat up, and squeezed The Gunner's arm, holding it
tightly. "I'm sorry, really sorry," he moaned.
"I shouldn't have done it." His hand gripped
The Gunner's forearm. "Ray said . . . he said that
he knew about us! He said that he could see it in the
way I looked at you. Gunner . . ."
The
Gunner reached over and stroked The Phantom's face,
his fingers wiping away the look of consternation. "Phantom,"
he whispered gently, "when two people are in love
they show it. Their love is in their eyes and in the
way they walk together, the way they talk together.
I'm surprised that he's the only one to notice."
"I
didn't tell him that we . . ." The Phantom blushed.
The
Gunner smiled and ran his finger down The Phantom's
arm. "Phantom, if Ray is as smart as I think he
is I do believe that he has come to the realization
that we've been together."
"That
doesn't bother you?"
"Not
really, no," replied The Gunner with a small shake
of his head. He looked into The Phantom's eyes. "Phantom,
while sex is a part of any relationship, it is not all
the relationship. If it was then all you have are two
guys fucking. A true relationship is also one where
the two people are friends and confidants. They trust
one another, and love one another in a special way."
He grinned. "Sort of the way you feel about the
Twins, and Ray."
"Ray
thinks that he's in love with me," responded The
Phantom. Then he admitted candidly, "And I do love
him."
"I
know." The Gunner sighed slowly. "Phantom,
for you, and Ray, making love is just a natural extension
of the actual love you feel for each other. I take it
that you were Ray's first?"
The
Phantom nodded. "Yes. He was never with another
boy before." A strange look crossed The Phantom's
face. "I can't understand why I feel so . . . I
love him, and I like being with him. What we did last
night bothers me because I . . . I betrayed what we
have."
"Phantom,
I want you to know, to understand, that I do not feel
betrayed at all," replied The Gunner with a dry
chuckle. "In your way, you love Ray, and in your
way, you express that love. Ray feels the same thing
and just as there will always be a little part of you
that is Ray, a little part of him will be you."
"I
slept with the Twins. We fucked," returned The
Phantom with brutal honesty. "I went all the way
with them, but not Ray."
"They
told me," said The Gunner softly. "I expected
it."
"You
did?" The Phantom's widening eyes registered his
surprise at The Gunner's revelation.
"I
did." He held up his hand to halt any protests
from The Phantom. "They care for you, deeply. They
consider you their friend and sleeping with you, having
sex with you, is for them an extension of their friendship."
He laughed ruefully. "You went with them, which
would have happened eventually anyway, I think, because
you thought that I had rejected you. You turned to the
Twins for the warmth and affection, and yes, the love,
I denied you. You turned to two boys whom you love."
His laughter increased.
"What?"
"The
Twins don't realize it, but you have done something
to them!"
"Really,
Gunner, I don't think that . . ."
"No,
Phantom you don't understand what I'm getting at."
The Gunner squirmed into a sitting position. "The
Twins, until you came along, were basically unthinking
sex machines. They saw a boy they liked - usually because
he was handsome and well hung - and they had sex with
him. Sex was merely a form of enjoyment."
"It
is that," rejoined The Phantom. "And now?"
"Now,
my dear Phantom, you have made them start to think about
what they are doing. Suddenly, their relationships with
other boys, particularly the boys here, is not all about
sex. Suddenly they are starting feel an emotional attachment,
an attachment that transcends a quick roll in the hay.
They have finally realized that not only do they want
to have you; they want to be with you as a friend. Cory
and Todd are maturing, growing up if you will, and I
think from now on while they will be sexually active
they will give of themselves only to those boys they
actually care about."
The
Phantom snickered. "They are not as bad as everybody
thinks they are, you know." He wondered if The
Gunner knew about the Twins and Chris. "They don't
go around jumping guys, and I wouldn't call them sex
machines."
"Perhaps
too harsh a judgement," agreed The Gunner. "But,
the point is that the Twins are now looking for a relationship
. . ."
"Like
Cory and Nathan?"
"Yes.
Cory can have just about any boy he wants to have. So
can Todd. Cory wants more than a quick slap and a tickle.
Todd will want the same, eventually."
"I
think Todd likes playing the field," replied The
Phantom. Then he added loyally, "Todd is not promiscuous,
or anything, but if somebody catches his eye, well then
he does, you know, go for the gold."
"The
day will come," prophesied The Gunner, "when
Todd will turn up his nose and walk away. He'll like
the boy, but he'll want more than just sex. He'll want
affection, love, and friendship; he will also want trust
and loyalty. Only when he has all those things will
he give himself to another boy."
"I
hope he doesn't blame me when it happens!" retorted
The Phantom.
"He
won't because Todd is smart enough to know how you feel
about him. The other night, when you were with the Twins,
it was sex. The next time it will be a special exchange
of your love for each other." He looked directly
at The Phantom. "And it will happen again."
The
Phantom's mouth dropped open. When he recovered he spoke
slowly. "I can't say that it won't happen again.
I'll try, but I do care for them. And for Ray."
"Phantom,
I trust you to know the difference between sex and love.
There will be other young men in your life and you will
have sex with them. You won't be jumping from bed to
bed like so many young men do, because that is not your
nature. When you go to bed with another boy you will
do it because you care for him, because what you do
together feels right, feels warm, feels natural."
"Like
Ray?" replied The Phantom with lowered eyes. "I
know I should have felt bad, but I didn't, and afterwards,
with the Twins, I felt the same way. It started out
as just a dirty night, but later, I felt, well, I didn't
regret having been with them."
"Nor
should you have," declared The Gunner. "It
was bound to happen, as I said. Ray was bound to happen,
as will the other boys." He grinned. "I am
a little surprised that it happened so fast, but then,
what with you being popular and particular, I can understand
why it happened. There's no point in getting your knickers
in a twist."
"I'm
not wearing any," smiled The Phantom, ignoring
The Gunner's mild gibe.
"So
I noticed."
The
Phantom looked down and saw that, what with all his
squirming and moving, his shorts had ridden up and his
testicles and the round, smooth head of his penis were
showing. "Fuck, Gunner," he growled unhappily,
"why didn't you say something!" He modestly
pulled down his shorts.
"I
liked what I saw."
The
Phantom giggled. "It's all your fault anyway."
"My
fault?" The Gunner asked with astonishment. "How
is it my fault? I didn't push you into bed with Ray!"
"No,
but you wouldn't let me into your bed last night. If
you had, I wouldn't have had to sleep with Ray. If I
hadn't slept with Ray I would not have had sex with
him. If I hadn't had sex with Ray I would not have taken
off my undies and . . ."
The
Gunner burst out laughing, and fell on his side, unable
to contain his laughter and longer. The longer The Gunner
laughed the poutier The Phantom became. "Go ahead,
laugh it up, Gunner. Very funny, ha, ha, ha!"
The
Gunner continued to laugh, and then, with difficulty,
he gained a measure of control. Despite all his warnings
to The Phantom about not displaying affection in public,
he reached over and pulled the boy to his feet, hugged
him and then held him at arm's length. "Oh, my
dear, manipulating, green-eyed little monster!"
he laughed. "You go to bed with Ray, you get your
end wet, and it's all my fault! God, no wonder I love
you."
The
Phantom managed to squirm his way out of The Gunner's
embrace, even more upset because at The Gunner's first
touch he'd gone and popped a bone! "You're nuts!"
he exclaimed, adjusting the erection he had sprung.
"I tell you I slept with another guy and instead
of blowing your top you laugh! And look what you did
to me!"
Unable
to control himself, The Gunner started to laugh again.
"Oh, Phantom, so long as I can do that to you,
then I have no worries." He stopped laughing and
assumed a serious face. "Phantom, I told you how
I felt. What happened last night will happen again.
I know that, you know that. You yourself said it. It's
no big deal." Then he grinned widely. "And
just think about what you're going to have to do tonight
to make me forgive you."
The
Phantom returned the grin. "You're really not mad?"
"No."
"You're
not jealous?"
"Nope."
The Gunner waggled his eyebrows. "Besides, I like
Ray. He appeals to me and you know what I told you about
a guy who appeals to me . . ."
"You
wouldn't dare!" flashed The Phantom, his eyes blazing.
"No,
I wouldn't. But it sure got you going."
"Damn
you!"
"Oh,
Phantom, cool down. It's happened, it's over, and you're
sorry." The Gunner stood up and took The Phantom's
arm. "If you didn't love me, you would not have
felt guilty. If you didn't love me, you would not have
gotten all pissed off at me."
"I do love you, Gunner," said The Phantom
quietly. "I love Ray, too, but not the way I love
you. He's nice, and I'm glad he's my friend, but I don't
want to spend the rest of my life with him. I do want
to spend the rest of my life with you."
The
Gunner smiled. "Phantom, don't you think I know
that? I know now that you will never leave me. I only
hope that I can live up to your expectations."
The
Phantom grinned. "You will. You're too damn stubborn
not to! And if you buy me breakfast I'll tell you what
I'm going to do to make it all up to you."
The
Gunner grinned back. "It better be good. I might
be cheap, but I'm not easy."
"That's
not what you said when we found that logging road."
******
The
Gunner and The Phantom were just about to enter the
restaurant when a battered, rust-spotted, green Chevy
sedan pulled up to the motel entrance. The doors flew
open and out popped Randy and Joey, followed by Chef,
who was smiling broadly. "Hey, Phantom," yelled
the two Makee-Learns. They ran over and hugged The Phantom.
"We
missed you, Phantom," said Joey.
"Yeah,
and Ray." Randy gave The Phantom another hug. "Where
is he?"
"Upstairs,
in bed, sleeping." He glanced at The Gunner, who
grinned like a cat with the cream. "He had a busy
night." He stuck out his tongue and returned The
Gunner's grin.
The
Gunner laughed. "Come on, boys, breakfast is on
me."
"What's
wrong with Phantom?" asked Chef. "You two
have a fight?"
"No, he was up half the night. Most of the boys
were," replied The Gunner as they walked into the
restaurant. He stopped abruptly and turned to Chef.
"Chef, what in the hell are you doing here?"
They
found an empty table and while the boys were busy filling
their plates from the breakfast buffet, Chef explained.
"Well, with only the Duty Watch to cook for, I
figured, fuck it. I need a break. So I took one."
"What
happened to No H? What happened to the YAG crews? They
all die?"
As
the waitress poured them a cup of coffee Chef shook
his head. "All the YAGs left yesterday for so-called
Squadron Manoeuvres, which means swimming all day and
a banyan tonight. No H went with them as he said he
needed the sea time. Dirty Dave the Deacon went off
with Matron." Chef shuddered at the thought of
the Matron and Dirty Dave consummating their relationship.
He took a sip of coffee, grimaced, and added more sugar
and cream. "That left Wally Higman and the Duty
Watch."
Chef
jerked his head towards Joey and Randy. "Those
two were driving me crazy, what with the whining about
being stuck in AURORA while everybody was down here
having fun."
"You
were grumbling, too," said Randy as he sat down
and attacked the huge plate of food he had brought from
the buffet.
"Plus
he chased Little Big Man from the galley with a cleaver,"
piped up Joey.
The
Gunner stiffened. "You did?" he asked Chef.
Chef
nodded. "Instead of opening up the Mess Hall I
had those two skates set up a table in the galley."
Joey
and Randy, stuffing their faces with Belgian waffles,
whipped cream and maple syrup, nodded. Joey mumbled
something incomprehensible.
"Joey,
mind your manners," instructed The Phantom, who
had sat down with an even larger plate of food. "You
shouldn't talk with your mouth full."
"Anyway,"
said Chef in exasperation, "the little bastard
informed me that he was the Duty Petty Officer and wanted
to eat at his own table. He also told me that he wanted
one of the Makee-Learns to stand a watch."
"That
must have gone over like a lead balloon," chuckled
The Gunner.
"I
told him exactly what he could do with his table and
with his Duty Watch!" replied Chef.
"Then
Little Big Man told Chef that if he didn't watch out
he'd charge Chef with abuse of authority," supplied
Joey, laughing.
"So
Chef grabbed his cleaver and Little Big Man yelled and
took off," continued Randy. "For a fat man,
Chef sure can run fast."
Chef
almost had apoplexy. "I'll remember that you little
git, on the way home, when you want to stop for a pee!"
"What
are you going on about?" asked The Gunner between
guffaws.
Chef,
with a hurt air, signalled the waitress for another
cup of coffee. "I made the mistake of bringing
those two with me. I called Base and told them to send
over some kitchen help, and then I told those two that
we were going to Victoria. I tell them we're leaving
early, so leave a shake for 0300. Do they do that? No,
the do not! I go to the barracks and there they are,
sleeping like babes, together. It was so cute,"
he finished with a smirk.
"We
were lonely," said Randy, a hurt look on his face.
He knew sarcasm when he heard it. "We were the
only ones in the place." He smiled shyly at The
Phantom. "Phantom understands, don't you, Phantom?"
The
Phantom, eating his way through a pile of scrambled
eggs, bacon, sausages and what looked liked perogies
and sour cream, nodded. "They're little kids, Chef."
"They're
a first class pain in the ass is what they are!"
retorted Chef. "Once they crawl out of their pits
they have to run and have a piddle . . ."
"And
that's why we both had a woody!" exclaimed Joey.
"Not what you said."
"Chef,
you didn't!" exclaimed The Gunner. "Even I
still wake up with a morning woody!"
"Ha!
That pitiful example of . . ."
The
Gunner coughed loudly and The Phantom stifled a giggle.
Chef
grinned and carried on. "Well, first they had to
shower. Then they had to pack. Which reminds me, what's
the uniform, blues or whites?"
"Whites
and blues." replied The Phantom.
"Thanks,
you're so helpful," replied Chef tartly.
"I
try to be," replied The Phantom dryly.
"Phantom's right. Whites for the parade and Ceremony
of the Flags," explained The Gunner, "Then
blues for the Sunset Ceremony tonight."
"Good
job I made them bring both," nodded Chef. "Where
was I, oh, yeah. I feed them breakfast, though by the
size of those plates you wouldn't know it. We get in
the car and we start out. Then they start. How long
are we going to take? Are we there yet? Then they had
to pee! Jesus, those two peed their way from Comox to
Victoria!"
"Should
have made them go before they left," said The Gunner,
thoroughly enjoying the show Chef was putting on.
"I
did! But did that stop them? No! They tell me they have
to pee so I pull over and tell them to go, already.
Do they walk twenty feet into the woods to pee? No,
they do not! There might be critters in there!"
He glowered at the two young boys who glowered back
and went right on stuffing themselves.
Chef
shook his head and continued on. "No self-respecting
critter would be after touching those two!" He
shuddered. "There they stood beside the motor,
and me after them to hurry up because I wanted to reach
Victoria sometime today. They tell me that they can't
pee because I'm looking!"
"He
wasn't, we just said he was," confessed Joey.
"As
if I'd be after looking look at those two puny specimens!"
growled Chef. "Go behind the car, I says. So they
do. Thank God, I say, because they'll get their business
done. Then I look back. I almost fainted!" Chef
gave the snickering boys a thunderous look. "There
they stood, the whole of them . . ."
"They
didn't face the traffic!" sputtered The Gunner,
a note of disbelief in his voice.
"They
did," affirmed Chef. "I looked back and there
they are, pissing. There's semis roaring past; cars
full of tourists are hurrying down the motorway; the
world and the ship's cat are out and driving down the
carriageway and there are those two, with their shorts
down around their ankles, the front of their underpants
pulled down, pissing as half the world drives past."
"We
got a lot of honks," laughed Randy.
"You'll
get a whole lot of hurt if you pull that trick again,"
threatened Chef. "From then on, all the way down,
it was drive, stop, pee, drive, stop, pee. Nobody can
pee that much!"
The
Gunner laughed and nodded toward the two boys. "Well,
at least you didn't have to hold it for them!"
Both
Makee-Learns groaned. "We're too big for that!"
giggled Joey.
"You're
big enough to unload the car. Hurry up and finish,"
ordered Chef. He turned to The Phantom. "Can they
change in your room?"
"Sure.
They'll like that," replied The Phantom. "Come
on, guys, let's go wake up Ray." The three boys
hurriedly finished their breakfasts, then thanked The
Gunner and left the restaurant.
Chef
sighed, watching the three boys hurrying across the
pool area toward the stairs leading to the rooms up
top. "You know, Stevie darlin', at times I think,
thank you, God, for making me sterile. Then I look at
Ray, and at those two, and I shake my head, wondering
what I did for Him to do that to me."
"He
didn't," replied The Gunner. He mentally shook
his head. Chef continued to maintain the fiction. He
knew that Chef had, ten years before, somehow contracted
mumps. He also knew that when Chef was 19 or so he had
been married and . . . But then, Chef had his reasons
for not speaking of the times before and perhaps such
things were best left alone. "The mumps did,"
he said, a note of humour in his voice.
"As
yes, so the vicious disease did," sighed Chef.
"So, you and Phantom, you're . . ."
"We're
friends again, Chef," replied The Gunner, admitting
as much as he would admit.
Chef
grinned. "Have it your way, Stevie. I never interfere."
"Balls!
You're worse than an old woman."
"Well,
somebody has to be around here," said Chef without
rancour. "Just, please, Stevie, be careful."
The
Gunner nodded. "I plan to be. And you'd better
be careful as well."
"Me?
Why would I be after worrying?"
The
Gunner looked around and then leaned forward. "Chef,
I met Glenn Britnell yesterday and . . ."
******
As
they walked down the long corridor leading to The Phantom's
room, the three boys could hear the sounds of the troops
waking up. Doors were opened, and cadets would go pounding
on neighbouring doors. Doors were slammed. Raised voices
seemed to rise from every room. As they passed the room
occupied by Dylan and Brian they could hear Dylan yelling
and pounding on the bathroom door, demanding to be let
into the bathroom, which was occupied by Willy, one
of his roommates. "You're as bad as Thumper,"
they heard Dylan yell. "Now quit beating that thing
. . ."
Randy
and Joey giggled uncontrollably as The Phantom dragged
them down the corridor and into his room. They spotted
Ray's head peeking above the covers he had cocooned
himself in and pounced.
While
the two Makee-Learns were tickling and pummelling Ray,
The Phantom turned and saw Ryan and Rob. The noise Randy
and Joey were making had awakened them and they were
now lying side by side, their naked bodies covered by
the bedclothes.
The
Phantom grinned and arched an eyebrow as Ryan slowly
pulled the covers over his head while Rob blushed and
shrugged. "Come on, you two," said The Phantom.
"Times-a-wastin'. We have to be out of here by
0930, and it's past seven now."
Rob
groaned and nudged Ryan, who nodded and threw back the
covers. He was naked and his morning woody jutted stiffly
outward from his body. The Phantom noticed Ryan's iron-hard
erection, a thick 4-inch tube of pale skin, the foreskin
covering all but a small portion of his purple-hued
helmet that peeked from out of the ridge of skin. The
Phantom sighed quietly, remembering the night when he
had stolen into the Storekeepers Barracks and visited
Ryan.
Fortunately
Joey and Randy were too busy roughhousing with Ray to
notice as Ryan scooted into the bathroom. "Hey,
Phantom," yelled Joey, breaking The Phantom's reminiscence.
"Ray's got a woody!"
"I've
seen it," returned The Phantom. He pulled the covers
off of Ray and saw that his briefs were tented deliciously.
"Come on, Ray, up and at 'em."
Ray
groaned and climbed out of the bed. He quickly slipped
on some shorts. He ducked his head and grinned at The
Phantom. "Hi, Phantom," he said shyly as he
pulled on a T-shirt.
"Hey,
Ray," returned The Phantom. "I found those
two downstairs. They wanted to see you."
Joey
and Randy were laughing and wrestling on the bed. Ray
grinned at them and shook his head. "Little brats."
He looked over and saw Rob looking at him strangely.
Jesus, he thought, I hope he didn't hear Phantom and
me when we were . . .
"Ray,
take these two down to the restaurant," said The
Phantom as he reached over and smacked both their bottoms.
"I
have to pee first," returned Ray.
"Ryan's
in there," said Rob, looking pointedly at The Phantom.
Before
The Phantom could reply Joey and Randy began pulling
on Ray, urging him to hurry up. "You guys can't
still be hungry," exclaimed The Phantom with a
grin. "You just ate."
"They
can watch me eat," said Ray. Something was going
on between Rob and The Phantom and Ray thought it best
to get the hell out of Dodge. "Come on, you two,"
he gestured toward the door.
"Do
you have enough money?" asked The Phantom. "You
can sign for your breakfast, but only if it's bacon
and eggs."
"I'm
broke, Phantom," replied Ray. He looked at Joey
and Randy. "Sorry guys." The Phantom reached
into his wallet. "Here, you can pay me back on
pay day." He handed Ray a $20 bill. "Order
the buffet, it's pretty good."
Ray
nodded his thanks and pushed the two younger boys out
of the room. The Phantom took his uniform out of the
closet, sat on the bed, and began fitting the gilt buttons
into the tunic. Rob slipped out of bed and quickly pulled
on some boxers. He sat down and quietly waited for The
Phantom to say something. The Phantom decided to play
dumb. He began humming tunelessly as he continued to
fit the buttons into his tunic. Rob sighed explosively.
The Phantom looked up. "What?"
"You're
not going to say anything?" asked Rob, a note of
dread in his voice.
The
Phantom gave Rob a lopsided grin. "I'm not planning
on it. It's none of my business what you and Ryan get
up to."
"You
must have seen . . ."
"What?
Two guys sleeping together, or two guys fooling around
together?"
"Both."
The
Phantom rolled his eyes, feigning exasperation. "Look,
Rob, you didn't do anything that millions of guys all
over the world haven't done before. Who cares? It's
no skin off my dick."
Rob
swallowed and remained silent, the noise from the rushing
waters as Ryan showered breaking the stillness. "Uh
. . . what about Ray?"
"Ray's
cool. Besides, he didn't see anything," The Phantom
lied, mentally thanking his stars that neither Rob nor
Ryan had a clue what he and Ray had done half the night.
"He went right into the can. If you don't broadcast
it, no one but me is the wiser." He stood up and
returned his tunic to the closet.
Rob
sagged with relief. "Thanks, Phantom. You don't
know what this means to us."
The
Phantom smiled knowingly and walked to the door. He
couldn't shower until Ryan got out of the bathroom so
he decided to go down below and pester Ray. He opened
the door and looked at Rob. "Actually, I do."
******
While
The Phantom was talking to Rob, and Ray was assaulting
the buffet table with the able assistance of Joey and
Randy, The Twins were waking up. Although not identical,
they had a bond between them that they could not explain.
They each seemed to be able to sense what the other
was going to say before he said it, and they sensed
what the other was thinking, to the extent that they
drove everybody mad by finishing each other's sentences.
Each
morning at home, when they dressed for the day, and
if they were not in school (where they wore a uniform
of sorts), each seemed to know instinctively what the
other was planning to wear, which allowed each Twin
to avoid wearing the same colour, style, or mode of
clothing. They might be twins but they refused to dress
alike.
Their
bond was such that they knew when the other was waking
up. Within seconds of Todd awakening, Cory would open
his eyes. They never questioned why Todd was always
the first one to wake up.
This
morning had been no different from any other morning.
Cory, his body close against Todd's, his hand down the
front of Todd's boxers, holding his woody, sensed Todd
stirring. Todd, awaking, his body close to Cory's, his
hand down the front of Cory's boxers, holding his woody,
opened his eyes and waited a few brief moments until
Cory's eyes opened and his bright, shining blue eyes
sparkled. They kissed and fondled each other, then got
out of bed. Harry and Greg were sleeping soundly, Greg
cuddled close to Harry, his arm across Harry's chest.
The covers just above Harry's crotch were tented nicely.
Todd
silently pointed at the floor, his blue eyes bright
with amusement. Cory looked and a wide grin broke his
face. Two pairs of soiled briefs lay on the floor beside
the bed. The Twins went into the bathroom and shut the
door. Almost immediately they began giggling. "Well,
it looks like the Pride of the Fleet put to sea last
night," Todd laughed.
Cory,
snickering and snorting, managed to gain a measure of
control. "And fired at least one broadside."
"More
than one," said Todd rubbing his nose. "I
told you last night that they'd been making out. The
Arundel patented semen detector is never wrong."
Which
was true. They had returned from their dinner and almost
immediately after they entered their room had detected
the unique musk exuded by all young males during and
after sex, that and the fact that Harry and Greg were
sleeping so close together they might have been Siamese
Twins.
The
Twins had turned on the shower and while the water beat
down on their bodies they had kissed and necked and
petted each other into crashing orgasms. When they had
finished showering they had gone to bed, exhausted,
assuming their normal sleeping position, and fondled
each other until they fell asleep. The only disappointment
of the evening had been their father's reaction to their
plea for him to do something about Matt.
They
had sat in the tapestry elegance of the Empress Room,
a richly-carved ceiling overhead, not hearing the harpist
playing softly in the background, picking glumly at
their Beef Wellington, ignoring a superb 1938 Mouton,
listening to their father trying to explain why he could
do little to help Matt.
"
. . . It is not that I don't want to help, boys, but
you must try to understand that this is not all black
and white," Justice Arundel said quietly. He was
a tall man, and while The Twins had inherited their
mother's hair and colouring, they had their father's
height and eyes. "To begin with, there has to be
a clear-cut, systemic pattern of child abuse. There
must be a history of abuse." Justice Arundel sipped
his wine. "Is there?"
Todd
shrugged and toyed with his food a moment. "We
don't know, Papa, when we asked him . . ."
"He
wouldn't tell us anything," continued Cory.
"But
we saw the bruises on his bum . . ." went on Todd.
"And
he told Phantom that his father had beaten him . . ."
Todd
took a sip of his wine. "Because he had a friend
who was Jewish. His father is a real . . ."
"Son-of-a-bitch
. . ." finished Cory. A blush began creeping up
his face under his tan when he realized what he had
said.
Mrs.
Arundel, who giggled into her napkin, saved the situation.
Her husband gave her a dirty look and then looked at
his boys. "Cory's powers of description aside,
the matter is further complicated by the fact that the
boy lives in Married Quarters at Uplands Aerodrome.
The Ottawa City Police have no authority there, and
I am sure the Military Police would not appreciate any
interference in matters they consider to be their jurisdiction."
"So,
you won't do anything?" asked Todd.
Justice
Arundel looked at his wife. He loved his sons dearly,
and would do anything for them. Mrs. Arundel looked
at him questioningly, glanced at her sons, and then
nodded imperceptibly. "I did not say that, Todd,"
replied Justice Arundel. "I will do what I can,
which, to be truthful, is very little. I will make enquiries
with the authorities, but unless Matt is willing to
make a statement, or his injuries are so horrendous
that he requires hospitalization . . ." he finished
lamely.
"He
won't talk," said Cory sadly. "When we asked
him to tell us about it he threatened to hitch a ride
back to The Barracks. He won't make a statement."
Justice
Arundel nodded. "I've seen it before. He's torn
between his natural love for his family and his hatred
of his father. If he tells what his father does to him,
he'll be hurting the family. Still, I will do what I
can."
The
Twins brightened a little.
"Now
then, cheer up, the pair of you," exclaimed Justice
Arundel with a jollity he did not feel, "and finish
your dinner. I'll treat you to a brandy in the lounge
and you can tell me all about the envelopes that your
mother gave you."
******
Greg
heard The Twins getting up and going into the bathroom.
Presently he heard the shower running, and smiled knowingly.
The Twins would be occupied for the next while, if he
knew Cory and Todd. He pulled back from Harry and propped
himself on one elbow, gazing fondly at the sleeping
youth who had brought him so much pleasure. Greg wasn't
all that sure what he was feeling. He did know that
he did not in the least feel guilty. He'd been horny,
Harry had been horny, and making it with Harry, who
was, in Greg's mind, the epitome of teenage male straightness,
had been unique and very, very, pleasurable. He also
knew that if at any time within the next two weeks Harry
wanted a replay, he would have it.
With
his free hand Greg reached down and felt his morning
woody, which was still tender from their lovemaking.
Then he lifted up the covers and looked down at Harry's
body. The Pride of the Fleet was quietly resting against
Harry's thigh.
Harry's
legs were slightly spread and, fascinated, Greg watched
as Harry's large testicles (the left one hanging slightly
lower than the right) rose and fell ever so slightly
as he breathed. As Greg watched the Pride twitched then
began to lengthen and thicken until it lay straight
up Harry's stomach. Greg could see the thick vein that
ran along the underside of the Pride and noticed that
Harry's dark-brown, curly pubic hair thinned and curled
around and under, circling the base of the Pride.
Harry
stirred slightly as Greg ran his finger down the length
of his erection and his breathing quickened as Greg
lowered his head and took as much of Harry's thick seven
inches into his mouth as he could. Greg shuffled a little
closer to Harry and his right hand gripped the base
of the iron-hard Pride. As he moved his head up and
down on Harry's shaft, Greg began to roll and pull the
Escorts with his left hand.
The
room was still, the silence broken only by the faint
sound of the shower running in the bathroom and Harry's
heavy breathing. As Greg sucked avidly Harry moaned
softly and his breathing became heavier. He began to
slowly thrust his hips upward into Greg's warm, encompassing
mouth, turning slowly as he rolled slightly on his side,
giving Greg full access to the throbbing Pride and tightening
Escorts.
Greg
responded by moving his body as close as he could to
Harry's and began humping his rock-hard boner against
Harry's leg, feeling massive jolts of electricity course
through his body as his penis crossed and recrossed
the rough hairs on Harry's legs. As Greg sucked harder
and harder an intoxicating musk rose from Harry's body,
and Greg began pivoting his mouth, using his tongue
to lap over and around the broad, curving, crisply formed
head of the Pride. He was determined to give Harry's
the best blowjob he had ever had. Greg felt Harry's
broad hand gently hold the back of his head as he began
to pump his pulsing dick in and out of his mouth.
Harry's
breathing became harsh and from deep within his throat
a great moan began building. He opened his legs wider
and thrust harshly upward as the strangled moan burst
from him and the Pride volleyed.
Greg
felt Harry's dick explode in his mouth, sending eruption
after eruption of his seed over Greg's tongue. As the
first of Harry's thick, creamy juice filled his mouth,
Greg convulsed and he thrust viciously against Harry's
leg as one of the most vigorous orgasms he had ever
had engulfed him.
Greg
continued to suck on Harry, his tongue and lips cleaning
the softening Pride until Harry pulled away, his body
limp. "Wow," gasped Harry, "now that
is what I call a proper Wakey-Wakey."
Greg
rolled away from Harry, lay on his back, and laughed
softly. He felt Harry's hand cross his thigh and then
squeeze his almost soft dick. "You want me to do
you?" asked Harry as he thumbed Greg's helmet,
shiny and thick with his own semen.
Still
basking in the afterglow of his own orgasm Greg shook
his head. "Too late, I already came. Thanks anyway."
Harry
reached down and felt the warm stickiness on his knee
and upper thigh. "You sure did," he grinned.
"You're
no slouch yourself," returned Greg, running his
tongue along Harry's smooth, slim lips.
Harry
chuckled and got out of bed, reached down and, using
one of the pair of soiled briefs that lay on the floor,
cleaned his leg and crotch.
With
seeming continued indifference to what had just happened,
Harry reached into his kit bag and pulled out a pair
of gym shorts and a clean T-shirt. He began dressing,
pulling on the gym shorts and slipping the T-shirt over
his head and down his torso, oblivious to the hurt look
on Greg's face. As he leaned over to find his sneakers,
Harry glanced obliquely at Greg. "I guess we better
think about some breakfast," he said pleasantly.
"There is no point in hanging around waiting for
The Twins to finish showering."
For
a moment Greg felt a flash of anger. Harry could have
at least thanked him for the blowjob. Then the anger
and hurt he felt faded as he intuitively realized that
Harry was merely obeying the unwritten Code of the Straight
Teenage Male Who Had Just Found A Fuck Buddy. What they
had just done, what they had done last night, was not
to be spoken of, or alluded to in any way. The Code
dictated that if it were not spoken about, it had not
happened. They would not speak of it until the next
time they were together, possibly not even then.
Greg
crawled out of bed, watching Harry's broad back and
wonderfully firm butt as he bent down to clear away
some of their laundry that littered the deck. He smiled.
But there will be a next time, Harry, he thought, and
you can bank on it.